RISE

NOT a Fall
I Rise In God

AGAPE LOVE on a Cliff.

There are examples of this agape love. There is a very clear statement from scripture of Jesus coming and dying when we were still in sin, and that is a very good example. God has not placed conditions on this grace in the New Covenant — it is not earned, it is given. It is simply to believe in the same God that is the essence of your life. All of this earth is of the Word, and the Word is with God and is God. It is also born into flesh — this is Jesus and it is very clear.

Romans 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith — and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God — not by works, so that no one can boast.

John 1:1-3, 14
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made… The Word became flesh/JESUS and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

What agape love truly looks like. It begins with loving God with all your heart, mind, body, and soul, and then loving everyone else as yourself — and even beyond that. I would willingly jump off the cliff to save the lives of the many people I mentioned because I no longer have any fear of death. When someone is trapped in a sinful heart, it becomes selfish, narcissistic, and hardened. But true agape love chooses to save even the enemy. I truly have love for everyone, including the people who tried to murder me. I am trying to save their lives. This unconditional love extends to everyone — even people I have never met. While those closest to me in daily life receive more of that expressed love, the love itself is the same for all. There are roughly 8 billion people on the planet, and I have this agape love for every single one of them, just as God does. It is the same love shown clearly in the New Covenant of grace: it is not earned, it is given as a gift. Jesus died for people who were still living in sin — exactly as most of the world is today. My greatest enemies, the biggest fools, are on my mind, and because of that they receive some of the greatest love from me, second only to the fullness of God — Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. For the fuller story and context on agape love, see here.

The Cliff Story – Agape Love in Action:

John, Tanya, Helen, Lyndee, Ava, Fake Name Witch.
Agape is the highest form of unconditional, selfless, and sacrificial love. It is a deliberate, daily choice to seek the well-being of others without expecting anything in return.

Personal Sacrifice: I have gone without food to feed someone else on a few occasions. I have not eaten fruits in the fridge during tougher times so that my daughter had fruit to eat. I have provided food to people who may have gone hungry without my help, and I have gone hungry myself to feed others.

Forgiveness: I work tirelessly to save the lives of people who tried to murder me. I use the truth never to harm; I use it to help them to heal.

Agape in Action: Agape love in action does not look for reasons to help someone; it just does. Love has no conditions. To see someone in pain or suffering yields agape, loving actions. Someone who is cold needs a sweater; someone who is hungry needs some food; someone who is isolated and alone needs some company. Someone embedded in lies needs the truth.

The True Gift: I remember Christmas with Ava my dear loving daughter. Christ Mass the birthday of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who was the Word born into flesh. I said to my daughter, “You can have presents every day, but the best presents are the gifts from God.” I thought, would it not be a better day to go visit some senior citizens who are alone on this beautiful day? The essence of what it is to truly give is not of materials. It is like the gift of God; it is in the presence of God and Love.

People don’t seem to understand what agape love is and I thought, well, there’s good ways to explain this love. So in the morning when I wake up, my prayers are with God because God is the most important part of my day. And the love — God’s love — is unconditional, as is mine. But God is there all the time, and so the presence of God is essentially the reminder, and the attention is with God the most. But there are other people very close to me as well in this world and in mind. There’s a John, there’s Tanya, there’s Helen, there’s Lyndee, there’s Ava, and even the Fake Name Witch gets agape love.

So imagine all of us up on a cliff. There are seven of us and one of us has to fall/RISE and die/REBORN in order for the rest to live in flesh. And I would volunteer myself because I have no fear of death in the flesh and I have absolutely agape love for everyone. It is true love. It has no conditions. It’s not earned. It’s just given. And their lives seem to be more important to them than most things, and so I would volunteer myself to save theirs.

And here’s the interesting thing: some of the characters tried to murder me, and I am trying to save their lives with the belief in Jesus — to be free indeed, to understand these things. To truly know what is going on in the world is to truly understand with the belief in Jesus. It will set you free indeed. And that is what I say to everyone.

The video I was planning and I wanted to tell it to someone, to my mom. Well now it’s recorded, so enjoy. I love you mom. I’m gonna jump off the cliff and save your life. It’s true though — I would in a second. I’m here to save the lives of many. I love you. Bye bye.

I don’t understand exactly how it is that the characters get manipulated, but there’s a sense of lies that have even surprised me in some cases. Like who is to believe that hurting someone would give them any benefits at all? But they get in this loop and they’re almost at the end of the race. But the end of that race is just the beginning. Almost there, almost there, almost there. Fuck sake, been running this race for years and you will run it until you die.

And the beautiful — all the things you were given in sins, yes, they are replaced with a very nice tombstone. The wage of sin is death. AGAIN why it is I try and will not quit saying this that believing in Jesus is to set you free from the sinful heart, the hardened heart, the lies, the deception — and then you can see everything as it truly is. And it’s the most immense, beautiful gift. And I want the enemy to have it because I don’t want them all to die. I would clearly jump off that cliff to save their lives.

And it’s to give them some understanding as to what unconditional love is actually like. Even Jesus, He says love God with all your heart, your mind, and soul. The essence of the presence of God — is to love Him the most. Well it’s easy because God is with you all the time, God is Love.

God is also the one I converse with most. There’s no one else I talk to more than God, including in this conversation. I’m well aware that God is listening and hears everything I say. I know He also hears my mind. And there’s true love there. It’s from the heart. God also knows my heart as it is the new one from Holy Spirit. It is Love with no conditions. And it is what I have for the enemy and for all. Again I try to save their lives, not take them. I’m trying to use the truth to heal them, not hurt them. It is a beautiful Love Story to God’s Glory.

And the essence of the story is where I love my daughter Ava, my brother John, and my sister Tanya, and my mother Helen. And let’s just imagine the enemy is with them, or all of them, or just maybe the No Name Witch/AKA the BullShit and her flying monkey/narc Lyndee. And they’re up on a cliff and I would give my life to save theirs. I would with no fear. I do not even die — I will to be reborn in spirit to the house of my Lord, my God, forever. So is there any fear in death of me in the flesh. Fear, that’s a punishment. I have no punishments. Jesus released me in his sacrifice. In God grace — I have also repented. I am forgiven. And it’s not something earned. It’s given. And this is the gift to everyone I am loudest about as I am with true love.

To be clear, so you don’t have to push me off the cliff.

To give a little more essence on these facts, I say quite a lot that I give more time and more love to the enemy. It’s true — I do. It doesn’t mean that I love them more. It means that the love they need is greater, and I have it to give.

The essence of what I’m saying is, as always, that love stories in the Bible are at the heart of all the stories told. We have 100 sheep and one of the lambs is lost. The 99 of that hundred are just fine, while the Good Shepherd goes out to find the lost lamb. All the sheep, all the lambs, all the rams of the flock of God have that love available. It is with no conditions.

That lost lamb is like the many I see lost in sinful ways. Yes, they have more needs. They are lost. They are embedded in a hardened heart full of lies. If I am able to bring one of them home, back to the flock, there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over the 99 righteous sheep who were already fine.

It is not that I love them more — it is that my love gives them more of the time needed to help the lost. So whenever Ava, my daughter, was with me, the love is the same for her as it is for any of the sheep. My love simply has more time for the lost lamb.

You may love a lot — all — of the planet’s people without conditions. You may never even meet some of them — still the love is there.

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NOTE: I don’t know that anyone is going to pick up on what is very apparent and easy for me to see. The cliff story is about me willingly sacrificing my life to save other people. I say all the time that every love story I give is already a story that God has given, and interestingly they all interlink. Here I am trying to save the lives of the very people who tried to take my life. This points directly to Jesus, who actually sacrificed His life to save people who were still embedded in sin. Interestingly, in my story it is very much the same. These are people who don’t seem to even be able to see the mysteries. They are so far into the sinful heart that they don’t understand what I’m even saying.

Romans 5:8
“But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”

John 15:13
“Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.”

Luke 23:34
“Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.’”

Ephesians 4:18
“They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts.”

1 John 4:19-21
We love because he first loved us. Whoever claims to love God yet hates a brother or sister is a liar. For whoever does not love their brother and sister, whom they have seen, cannot love God, whom they have not seen. And he has given us this command: Anyone who loves God must also love their brother and sister.

NOTE: I love everyone, so there is no concern as to what is understood here for me. Yet the clarity in which I am telling people is for the essence of what they need to understand. When in Jesus — everyone that is also in belief of Jesus, this true belief — they are all to become of Jesus in one Body. This is also the church. The women are your sisters and the men are your brothers.

There are many parts in the Bible that are saying things that are misunderstood. I want to make the point that I love everyone without condition. But the planet and the worldly ways are not this way — they have conditions on all their love. They will love their brothers and sisters of the blood of the flesh for no other reason than they are born this way. I exceed that because I love everyone.

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Jesus also warns about False Prophets and deception.

Matthew 7:15-16
“Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognize them.”

John 8:44
“You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.”

Matthew 23:27
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean.”

Matthew 23:23
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices — mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law — justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former.”

Mark 2:27-28
“Then he said to them, ‘The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. So the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.’”

Matthew 9:10-13
While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and sinners came and ate with him and his disciples. When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?”

On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”

Matthew 12:1-14
Jesus Is Lord of the Sabbath
At that time Jesus went through the grainfields on the Sabbath. His disciples were hungry and began to pick some heads of grain and eat them. When the Pharisees saw this, they said to him, “Look! Your disciples are doing what is unlawful on the Sabbath.”

He answered, “Haven’t you read what David did when he and his companions were hungry? He entered the house of God, and he and his companions ate the consecrated bread—which was not lawful for them to do, but only for the priests. Or haven’t you read in the Law that the priests on Sabbath duty in the temple desecrate the Sabbath and yet are innocent? I tell you that something greater than the temple is here. If you had known what these words mean, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice,’ you would not have condemned the innocent. For the Son of Man is Lord of the Sabbath.”

Going on from that place, he went into their synagogue, and a man with a shriveled hand was there. Looking for a reason to bring charges against Jesus, they asked him, “Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?”

He said to them, “If any of you has a sheep and it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will you not take hold of it and lift it out? How much more valuable is a person than a sheep! Therefore it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.”

Then he said to the man, “Stretch out your hand.” So he stretched it out and it was completely restored, just as sound as the other. But the Pharisees went out and plotted how they might kill Jesus.

Matthew 15:6-9
they are not to ‘honor their father or mother’ with it. Thus you nullify the word of God for the sake of your tradition. You hypocrites! Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you:

“‘These people honor me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me.
They worship me in vain;
their teachings are merely human rules.’”

John 3:3-17
Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.”

“How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”

Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”

“How can this be?” Nicodemus asked.

“You are Israel’s teacher,” said Jesus, “and do you not understand these things? Very truly I tell you, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony. I have spoken to you of earthly things and you do not believe; how then will you believe if I speak of heavenly things? No one has ever gone into heaven except the one who came from heaven—the Son of Man. Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes may have eternal life in him.”

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.

John 4:17-26
“I have no husband,” she replied.

Jesus said to her, “You are right when you say you have no husband. The fact is, you have had five husbands, and the man you now have is not your husband. What you have just said is quite true.”

“Sir,” the woman said, “I can see that you are a prophet. Our ancestors worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem.”

“Woman,” Jesus replied, “believe me, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews. Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in the Spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.”

The woman said, “I know that Messiah” (called Christ) “is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us.”

Then Jesus declared, “I, the one speaking to you—I am he.”

NOTE: I have read this passage many times and I have a vast understanding of its meaning. Yet today I realized what some people may not understand here. When you worship God with belief in Jesus, you receive a new heart — a heart with the Holy Spirit. You are now worshipping God in spirit.

I not only do not think it’s possible for me to lie, I think the closest I can come to what is not a true story is when I use a parable to explain a true story. Yet I don’t have it in me to lie. I also know that the Spirit that is with me and in me is always guiding me to truth. So it’s not just truth that I speak or that I know — it is truth that is beyond me. I have been shown things and it feels like memories because I remember things that have not even happened yet. It’s almost identical to a memory. I confirm it most often with dates because I sometimes see things that remind me of things that have happened, yet they have not happened yet. It’s beautiful and it’s interesting.

I remember conversations that have not yet happened, and what is interesting is I could tell you what the conversations will be. I can also change them, and I think in some cases that’s why I am shown them — because they can be made better. Remember this: God knows all. God has seen all, beginning to end. We are in linear time, but for God it’s already happened.

John 7:25-44
Division Over Who Jesus Is
At that point some of the people of Jerusalem began to ask, “Isn’t this the man they are trying to kill? Here he is, speaking publicly, and they are not saying a word to him. Have the authorities really concluded that he is the Messiah? But we know where this man is from; when the Messiah comes, no one will know where he is from.”

Then Jesus, still teaching in the temple courts, cried out, “Yes, you know me, and you know where I am from. I am not here on my own authority, but he who sent me is true. You do not know him, but I know him because I am from him and he sent me.”

At this they tried to seize him, but no one laid a hand on him, because his hour had not yet come. Still, many in the crowd believed in him. They said, “When the Messiah comes, will he perform more signs than this man?”

The Pharisees heard the crowd whispering such things about him. Then the chief priests and the Pharisees sent temple guards to arrest him.

Jesus said, “I am with you for only a short time, and then I am going to the one who sent me. 34 You will look for me, but you will not find me; and where I am, you cannot come.”

The Jews said to one another, “Where does this man intend to go that we cannot find him? Will he go where our people live scattered among the Greeks, and teach the Greeks? What did he mean when he said, ‘You will look for me, but you will not find me,’ and ‘Where I am, you cannot come’?”

On the last and greatest day of the festival, Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.” By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive. Up to that time the Spirit had not been given, since Jesus had not yet been glorified.

On hearing his words, some of the people said, “Surely this man is the Prophet.”

Others said, “He is the Messiah.”

Still others asked, “How can the Messiah come from Galilee? Does not Scripture say that the Messiah will come from David’s descendants and from Bethlehem, the town where David lived?” Thus the people were divided because of Jesus. Some wanted to seize him, but no one laid a hand on him.

John 6:48-51
“I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, yet they died. But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which anyone may eat and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven.”

John 14:6
“Jesus answered, ‘I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.’”

Luke 17:20-21
“The kingdom of God does not come with your careful observation, nor will people say, ‘Here it is,’ or ‘There it is,’ because the kingdom of God is within you.”

NOTE: This is also important because it speaks again of the temple within. The temple of God is no longer external — it is internal. This comes with the Spirit rebirthing your heart. It is also tied to the death of the flesh and the rebirth in the Spirit.

Jesus corrects the Pharisees’ expectation of an observable, political, or external kingdom coming with signs and fanfare. Instead, He explains that God’s reign is spiritual and begins internally. Rather than a physical territory to locate or wait for, the kingdom of God is an active, present reality living within the hearts of believers.

John 8:31-58
Dispute Over Whose Children Jesus’ Opponents Are
To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

They answered him, “We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How can you say that we shall be set free?”

Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. I know that you are Abraham’s descendants. Yet you are looking for a way to kill me, because you have no room for my word. I am telling you what I have seen in the Father’s presence, and you are doing what you have heard from your father.”

“Abraham is our father,” they answered.

“If you were Abraham’s children,” said Jesus, “then you would do what Abraham did. As it is, you are looking for a way to kill me, a man who has told you the truth that I heard from God. Abraham did not do such things. You are doing the works of your own father.”

“We are not illegitimate children,” they protested. “The only Father we have is God himself.”

Jesus said to them, “If God were your Father, you would love me, for I have come here from God. I have not come on my own; God sent me. Why is my language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say. You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies. Yet because I tell the truth, you do not believe me! Can any of you prove me guilty of sin? If I am telling the truth, why don’t you believe me? Whoever belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.”

Jesus’ Claims About Himself
The Jews answered him, “Aren’t we right in saying that you are a Samaritan and demon-possessed?”

“I am not possessed by a demon,” said Jesus, “but I honor my Father and you dishonor me. I am not seeking glory for myself; but there is one who seeks it, and he is the judge. Very truly I tell you, whoever obeys my word will never see death.”

At this they exclaimed, “Now we know that you are demon-possessed! Abraham died and so did the prophets, yet you say that whoever obeys your word will never taste death. Are you greater than our father Abraham? He died, and so did the prophets. Who do you think you are?”

Jesus replied, “If I glorify myself, my glory means nothing. My Father, whom you claim as your God, is the one who glorifies me. Though you do not know him, I know him. If I said I did not, I would be a liar like you, but I do know him and obey his word. Your father Abraham rejoiced at the thought of seeing my day; he saw it and was glad.”

“You are not yet fifty years old,” they said to him, “and you have seen Abraham!”

“Very truly I tell you,” Jesus answered, “before Abraham was born, I Am!”

NOTE: I love that I can help others to see and hear, and that I can answer many of the questions I once had myself. There is a lot to this passage that relates to many of the stories I am telling. I see how these stories overlap and intertwine — it’s quite beautiful.

I also see some clarity in the things I am constantly going on about, because I have searched very much to find at least one of these YouTube people who is actually truthful. Yet I see nothing but deceptive, lying, false prophet insanity.

There is beautiful clarity in the scripture John 8:31-58. I also know that it is very true that I understand the ways and words of God and the depth and fullness of His Word. I truly fell in love with Jesus. I have said it a number of times — there is depth and beauty in everything He did and does.

In John 8:58, Jesus clearly declares His divine identity:
“Very truly I tell you,” Jesus answered, “before Abraham was born, I am!”

John 12:25
Jesus replied, “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.

“Now my soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save me from this hour’? No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name!”

Then a voice came from heaven, “I have glorified it, and will glorify it again.” The crowd that was there and heard it said it had thundered; others said an angel had spoken to him.

Jesus said, “This voice was for your benefit, not mine. Now is the time for judgment on this world; now the prince of this world will be driven out. And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” He said this to show the kind of death he was going to die.

The crowd spoke up, “We have heard from the Law that the Messiah will remain forever, so how can you say, ‘The Son of Man must be lifted up’? Who is this ‘Son of Man’?”

Then Jesus told them, “You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. Whoever walks in the dark does not know where they are going. Believe in the light while you have the light, so that you may become children of light.”

John 11:25-26
“Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?’”

Colossians 3:1-3
“Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God.”

Ephesians 2:4-6
“But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions — it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus.”
New Life Through Belief in Jesus

2 Corinthians 5:17
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!”

Luke 9:21-27
Jesus Predicts His Death
Jesus strictly warned them not to tell this to anyone. And he said, “The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, and he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.”

Then he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self? Whoever is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.

“Truly I tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God.”