Dead to the World. Spiritual Reconciliation. Owned by Jesus

Spiritual Reconciliation

Owned by Jesus

Dead to the World

03.22.2026.

YahASon: I hold all to the light of God and the light is in my life it is my life.

It is interesting, in spiritual reconciliation, to find that the release of the old—essentially the debt of the old world—leads into enjoying what Jesus has done for us. Jesus, who died for our sins, in that death—the crucifixion—gave His earthly body for our sin, becoming sin for us.

So the statement that those who lose their life will find it is a powerful truth. To join with Jesus and be crucified with Him is also to be reborn in the Spirit. Love wins, and God is love. To live selflessly, with self-sacrifice, and to prioritize spiritual life over physical, selfish desires and other lies are to death, I now live in the righteousness of my new heart of Love and Holy Spirit.

Letting go of earthly ways can come with challenges at first, but the closer one comes to Jesus, the clearer it becomes: clinging selfishly to earthly life leads to spiritual loss, while surrendering one’s life for Christ results in eternal life.

For me, things became easier in truth. It is very much like having a new heart in the Spirit. You become detached from the simple, worldly heart, and you begin to see truth and lies clearly—the veil is truly lifted.

I have great joy in loving my enemies, with hope that they too may come to a new heart and truth, to escape enslavement to sin and join with Jesus in the family of God—to be enslaved instead to righteousness, to love, to truth, to the light, which is life and the Word of God.

Faith—this is something I have heard questioned many times, yet I never understood the question. I cannot imagine seeing anything in this world as separate from God. God is all—every step, every stone, all life, the wind, the sky. All things are of God. He is the beginning and the end, the Alpha and the Omega.

He answers in many ways. I see God in a street sign, I hear God in the wind. I see love grow from His Word. Truth breaks all lies, and His light has no darkness. Who could question their faith? Yes, it is all God.

I was up against what felt like an army of those led astray—it was not just a few people, but many. Their attacks were meant to break me, yet every stone thrown became something I used to build my foundation in silence, love, and with God.

They tried to take my old life in, lies, sorcery, sins and hate and I happily left it to die with them, and I reflect on this with rested peace, because I willingly gave it— and then to my rebirth in Jesus the Son of God the gift of grace and eternal life, into the light, the Word, and the love of God, my Father.


Scriptures:

Matthew 10:39
Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.

Luke 17:33
Whoever tries to keep their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life will preserve it.

Romans 5:10
For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!

1 Corinthians 6:19-20
Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.
Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.

1 Corinthians 7:23
You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of human beings.

Galatians 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

John 12:23–26
Jesus replied, “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.”

2 Corinthians 5:18–20
All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God.

Ephesians 2:7-10
in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.


1 Peter 1:13–25
Therefore, with minds that are alert and fully sober, set your hope on the grace to be brought to you when Jesus Christ is revealed at his coming. As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.”

Since you call on a Father who judges each person’s work impartially, live out your time as foreigners here in reverent fear. For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your ancestors, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect. He was chosen before the creation of the world, but was revealed in these last times for your sake. Through him you believe in God, who raised him from the dead and glorified him, and so your faith and hope are in God.

Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for each other, love one another deeply, from the heart. For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God. For,
“All people are like grass,
and all their glory is like the flowers of the field;
the grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of the Lord endures forever.”
And this is the word that was preached to you.


Hebrews 8
The High Priest of a New Covenant
Now the main point of what we are saying is this: We do have such a high priest, who sat down at the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in heaven, and who serves in the sanctuary, the true tabernacle set up by the Lord, not by a mere human being.

Every high priest is appointed to offer both gifts and sacrifices, and so it was necessary for this one also to have something to offer. If he were on earth, he would not be a priest, for there are already priests who offer the gifts prescribed by the law. They serve at a sanctuary that is a copy and shadow of what is in heaven. This is why Moses was warned when he was about to build the tabernacle: “See to it that you make everything according to the pattern shown you on the mountain.” But in fact the ministry Jesus has received is as superior to theirs as the covenant of which he is mediator is superior to the old one, since the new covenant is established on better promises.

For if there had been nothing wrong with that first covenant, no place would have been sought for another. But God found fault with the people and said:
“The days are coming, declares the Lord,
when I will make a new covenant
with the people of Israel
and with the people of Judah.
It will not be like the covenant
I made with their ancestors
when I took them by the hand
to lead them out of Egypt,
because they did not remain faithful to my covenant,
and I turned away from them,
declares the Lord.
This is the covenant I will establish with the people of Israel
after that time, declares the Lord.
I will put my laws in their minds
and write them on their hearts.
I will be their God,
and they will be my people.
No longer will they teach their neighbor,
or say to one another, ‘Know the Lord,’
because they will all know me,
from the least of them to the greatest.
For I will forgive their wickedness
and will remember their sins no more.”

By calling this covenant “new,” he has made the first one obsolete; and what is obsolete and outdated will soon disappear.


Colossians 1:15-23
The Supremacy of the Son of God

The Son is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. For in him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things have been created through him and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy. For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.

Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of[g] your evil behavior. But now he has reconciled you by Christ’s physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation— if you continue in your faith, established and firm, and do not move from the hope held out in the gospel. This is the gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to every creature under heaven, and of which I, Paul, have become a servant.

David rise from Shepherd to King of Israel

David a man after God’s own heart

14 generations from Abraham to David and then 28 generations from David to Jesus

I have written a bit about my rebirth into Jesus. I was guided to look into certain things and even specific dates, and I’ve come to understand that God’s timing is perfect. When I look for meaning, I look through what I believe reflects God—perfect love. He is a creative love, and in Him I continue to find so many beautiful and loving stories.

I watched a moving portrayal of David, who desired to fight the giant Goliath. In the story, there is a moment involving David’s father, Jesse, and the prophet Samuel. Samuel speaks to Jesse and asks him to reflect more deeply, as there was something more beneath the surface. It is revealed that Jesse had been sheltering David out of a strong love and desire to protect him. But Samuel challenges him, asking if that protection might actually be holding David back from rising into what he is meant to become.

In the next part of the story, Jesse sends David forward. David enters the scene where Goliath is openly defying and belittling God. David is deeply troubled by this and, in a truly heartfelt and faithful moment, shows courage far beyond what would be expected of a young shepherd. He questions the warriors and fighters, asking why they allow this to continue.

Through his love and faith, David understands that God is the true strength of His people. He chooses to stand and fight the giant. King Saul hears David’s words and recognizes something deeper—his faith, his conviction, and his love for God. Though others oppose the idea, seeing only worldly limitations, Saul perceives what Samuel had seen, and what God sees: the heart.

True strength comes from the heart—from love, from faith, from what is genuine within a person.

Jesse, in that moment, releases his son from protection and entrusts what he loves most into God’s hands. And this young boy, filled with the strength of faith and love, faces a threat that had terrified thousands. Where many saw only a giant, David saw something entirely different. With a sling and a stone, he overcame what seemed impossible.

I have read this account in Scripture and will include it as well. The movie captured this part of the story in a way that felt clear and meaningful, and it deeply connected with me.

While my own battles are different and in another time, I understand that the strength I have does not come from me alone. It comes from my faith in God. No one can take His love from me, nor my love for Him.

I was moved to tears of joy, filled with a deep sense of spiritual peace. The Holy Spirit is drawn to love, and it reveals meaning and connection in powerful ways, feelings .

I may not be surrounded by many people, but I am never alone.


Another thing about David is that he was a shepherd, and God said, “You will shepherd My people.” I find love, stories, and connections in all things—especially in those that come from God (Also funny as All is from God) . Jesus is also a shepherd, and in other parts of Scripture, Jesus speaks to Peter and reminds him to feed His sheep. I also see the love these Fishermen Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” I could simply mention this, but I could also speak all day about the many connections. I see it in the Bible too yet God weaves the most intricate and interconnected stories in all and it starts when you see it in scripture and then it extends into all. When you begin to realize that everything is of God, you start to see so many layers—connections throughout the Bible and beyond. And how can you not be filled with joy and be in the presence of God? He is all.


Acts 13:22
After removing Saul, he made David their king. God testified concerning him: ‘I have found David son of Jesse, a man after my own heart; he will do everything I want him to do.’

1 Samuel 13“You have done a foolish thing,” Samuel said. “You have not kept the command the Lord your God gave you; if you had, he would have established your kingdom over Israel for all time. But now your kingdom will not endure; the Lord has sought out a man after his own heart and appointed him ruler of his people, because you have not kept the Lord’s command.”

1 Samuel 16:4–13
Samuel did what the Lord said. When he arrived at Bethlehem, the elders of the town trembled when they met him. They asked, “Do you come in peace?”

Samuel replied, “Yes, in peace; I have come to sacrifice to the Lord. Consecrate yourselves and come to the sacrifice with me.” Then he consecrated Jesse and his sons and invited them to the sacrifice.

When they arrived, Samuel saw Eliab and thought, “Surely the Lord’s anointed stands here before the Lord.”

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Then Jesse called Abinadab and had him pass in front of Samuel. But Samuel said, “The Lord has not chosen this one either.” Jesse then had Shammah pass by, but Samuel said, “Nor has the Lord chosen this one.” Jesse had seven of his sons pass before Samuel, but Samuel said to him, “The Lord has not chosen these.”

So he asked Jesse, “Are these all the sons you have?”

“There is still the youngest,” Jesse answered. “He is tending the sheep.”

Samuel said, “Send for him; we will not sit down until he arrives.”

So he sent for him and had him brought in. He was glowing with health and had a fine appearance and handsome features.

Then the Lord said, “Rise and anoint him; this is the one.”

So Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him in the presence of his brothers, and from that day on the Spirit of the Lord came powerfully upon David. Samuel then went to Ramah.


1 Samuel 17
David and Goliath

Now the Philistines gathered their forces for war and assembled at Sokoh in Judah. They pitched camp at Ephes Dammim, between Sokoh and Azekah. Saul and the Israelites assembled and camped in the Valley of Elah and drew up their battle line to meet the Philistines. The Philistines occupied one hill and the Israelites another, with the valley between them.

A champion named Goliath, who was from Gath, came out of the Philistine camp. His height was six cubits and a span. He had a bronze helmet on his head and wore a coat of scale armor of bronze weighing five thousand shekels; on his legs he wore bronze greaves, and a bronze javelin was slung on his back. His spear shaft was like a weaver’s rod, and its iron point weighed six hundred shekels. His shield bearer went ahead of him.

Goliath stood and shouted to the ranks of Israel, “Why do you come out and line up for battle? Am I not a Philistine, and are you not the servants of Saul? Choose a man and have him come down to me. If he is able to fight and kill me, we will become your subjects; but if I overcome him and kill him, you will become our subjects and serve us.” Then the Philistine said, “This day I defy the armies of Israel! Give me a man and let us fight each other.” On hearing the Philistine’s words, Saul and all the Israelites were dismayed and terrified.

Now David was the son of an Ephrathite named Jesse, who was from Bethlehem in Judah. Jesse had eight sons, and in Saul’s time he was very old. Jesse’s three oldest sons had followed Saul to the war: The firstborn was Eliab; the second, Abinadab; and the third, Shammah. David was the youngest. The three oldest followed Saul, but David went back and forth from Saul to tend his father’s sheep at Bethlehem.

For forty days the Philistine came forward every morning and evening and took his stand.

Now Jesse said to his son David, “Take this ephah of roasted grain and these ten loaves of bread for your brothers and hurry to their camp. Take along these ten cheeses to the commander of their unit. See how your brothers are and bring back some assurance from them. They are with Saul and all the men of Israel in the Valley of Elah, fighting against the Philistines.”

Early in the morning David left the flock in the care of a shepherd, loaded up and set out, as Jesse had directed. He reached the camp as the army was going out to its battle positions, shouting the war cry. Israel and the Philistines were drawing up their lines facing each other. David left his things with the keeper of supplies, ran to the battle lines and asked his brothers how they were. As he was talking with them, Goliath, the Philistine champion from Gath, stepped out from his lines and shouted his usual defiance, and David heard it. Whenever the Israelites saw the man, they all fled from him in great fear.

Now the Israelites had been saying, “Do you see how this man keeps coming out? He comes out to defy Israel. The king will give great wealth to the man who kills him. He will also give him his daughter in marriage and will exempt his family from taxes in Israel.”

David asked the men standing near him, “What will be done for the man who kills this Philistine and removes this disgrace from Israel? Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?”

They repeated to him what they had been saying and told him, “This is what will be done for the man who kills him.”

When Eliab, David’s oldest brother, heard him speaking with the men, he burned with anger at him and asked, “Why have you come down here? And with whom did you leave those few sheep in the wilderness? I know how conceited you are and how wicked your heart is; you came down only to watch the battle.”

“Now what have I done?” said David. “Can’t I even speak?” He then turned away to someone else and brought up the same matter, and the men answered him as before. What David said was overheard and reported to Saul, and Saul sent for him.

David said to Saul, “Let no one lose heart on account of this Philistine; your servant will go and fight him.”

Saul replied, “You are not able to go out against this Philistine and fight him; you are only a young man, and he has been a warrior from his youth.”

But David said to Saul, “Your servant has been keeping his father’s sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, I went after it, struck it and rescued the sheep from its mouth. When it turned on me, I seized it by its hair, struck it and killed it. Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God. The Lord who rescued me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear will rescue me from the hand of this Philistine.”

Saul said to David, “Go, and the Lord be with you.”

Then Saul dressed David in his own tunic. He put a coat of armor on him and a bronze helmet on his head. David fastened on his sword over the tunic and tried walking around, because he was not used to them.

“I cannot go in these,” he said to Saul, “because I am not used to them.” So he took them off. Then he took his staff in his hand, chose five smooth stones from the stream, put them in the pouch of his shepherd’s bag and, with his sling in his hand, approached the Philistine.

Meanwhile, the Philistine, with his shield bearer in front of him, kept coming closer to David. He looked David over and saw that he was little more than a boy, glowing with health and handsome, and he despised him. He said to David, “Am I a dog, that you come at me with sticks?” And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. “Come here,” he said, “and I’ll give your flesh to the birds and the wild animals!”

David said to the Philistine, “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the Lord will deliver you into my hands, and I’ll strike you down and cut off your head. This very day I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds and the wild animals, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves; for the battle is the Lord’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.”

As the Philistine moved closer to attack him, David ran quickly toward the battle line to meet him. Reaching into his bag and taking out a stone, he slung it and struck the Philistine on the forehead. The stone sank into his forehead, and he fell facedown on the ground.

So David triumphed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone; without a sword in his hand he struck down the Philistine and killed him.

David ran and stood over him. He took hold of the Philistine’s sword and drew it from the sheath. After he killed him, he cut off his head with the sword.

When the Philistines saw that their hero was dead, they turned and ran. Then the men of Israel and Judah surged forward with a shout and pursued the Philistines to the entrance of Gath and to the gates of Ekron. Their dead were strewn along the Shaaraim road to Gath and Ekron. When the Israelites returned from chasing the Philistines, they plundered their camp.

David took the Philistine’s head and brought it to Jerusalem; he put the Philistine’s weapons in his own tent.

As Saul watched David going out to meet the Philistine, he said to Abner, commander of the army, “Abner, whose son is that young man?”

Abner replied, “As surely as you live, Your Majesty, I don’t know.”

The king said, “Find out whose son this young man is.”

As soon as David returned from killing the Philistine, Abner took him and brought him before Saul, with David still holding the Philistine’s head.

“Whose son are you, young man?” Saul asked him.

David said, “I am the son of your servant Jesse of Bethlehem.”

09 27 2025 11:17

In the name Of Jesus,

What was done to me is not who I am.

I am not the storm I was in a storm. I am not the rain I am the life in the water. I am not the darkness it was my gemination, and now I am new, and with life, and the light and love of Jesus.

I am good and safe and blessed. I am free and have escaped the binds of the past, they are gone at last.

I am In Jesus, I am with the wings of God’s and to the heights of love and life and with Holy Spirit and truths.

I see all love and transformations and good change with my hand open to all the gifts of Jesus.

I now also now that Love wins and its is a win for me and all I know is a loving gift I will share as I always care.

Love Wins and God is Love.

God bless all.

New Life in Jesus
Death and Rebirth

YahASon.

Written: 09.17.2026
God is—God the Father, the Son Jesus, and the Holy Spirit—in one true God. There are depths to them beyond imagination, and what I have been shown, even just in telling these stories, is immense. I have been in multiple times within one time. I have talked to God. I have books and days filled with miraculous insights into many unknowns, and I was shown things I could not remember or know, including conversations that have not even yet happened. I was at celebrations of a win, not knowing what I had won, yet the celebration was that I discovered the way to win was God—and God is Love. I still said “love” and sometimes “God,” yet I know Love is God. I see what the fools of Satan have thought, what they do, their plans, and what they sought. They wanted not just to kill me; they wanted to break my love, to have me do bad, and to make me live as a fool. They did painful things without any shame—just an evil game. They not only failed, but every stone thrown, every crime, and every attack I took inward and built—and still build—my foundation to be even more of Love and my new Home with Jesus and God. I have only love now for all; there is no hate, no revenge, no bad or sad. I AM LOVE. I am within and of the vine of Jesus, and my branches will now bring forth much fruit.

It is with Yah, also Hebrew for God, and Jason in Hebrew as Yason. To be reborn of Jesus the Son, it was good and of love and respect and eternal life to now be Yah A Son — YahAson.

I will extend this story here only with Love.

YahASon