My Fight for Truth, Love, and Jesus

Man, the world’s a mess, ain’t it? Feels like it’s run by darkness, like Satan’s got his claws in everything. I’ve been through it—hospitals turning me away when I’m bleeding with a hole in my head, police, RCMP and even the FBI they ignore my calls as if it is a joke and then you realize its is a joke Satans Sould’Diers are not on team of Love and Jesus. It’s enough to make you cry and turn to alcohol and I dad, harder fight, or ponder in confused state should I just give up. GIVE UP? Its not possible when you are in the love your fight can never surrender it can not back away from it not at all. AND here is some of what I’ve learned: the real fight? It’s not out there in that chaos. It’s in me, in going deep inside, where I found Truth, Love, and God and in this I began to seek and learn and read and see what I was now finding was with Jesus.

Getting Pushed to the Edge

When the world screws you over, it’s isolating as hell and this word very fitting here. I’ve been there, man—head split open, no stitches, no help, just me against a system that doesn’t care or cares from darkness not light of love. I was tortured and with 2 attempts on my life it became scary and I was also awhile trapped in Satans fears. I could’ve kept fighting the outside world, banging on doors that won’t open. But I didn’t. I went inside. I went to God. I went to Truth. I went to Love. And you know what? I found Jesus there. I didn’t just run to Him—He came into me. That wasn’t giving up; that was the fight. That was the win I was shown years before as to what was to come and as it is the celebrations I was shown have still not yet happened but they will as I was shown a win beyond time with it is a future to come.

The Bible’s got my back in many ways and on this. James 4:4 hits hard: “You adulterous people, don’t you know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore, anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.” And 1 John 2:15-17? It’s real clear: “Do not love the world or the things in the world… for all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and the pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world.” John 15:19 seals it: “If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world… the world hates you.” The world’s gonna hate, but I’m not here to play its game.

Forgiving the Unforgivable

Here’s the kicker: I can’t just hate everyone back. I tried more anger and fight yet its just not my way, literally it is sin and it’s a dead end wage. I look at the world—these “dark” people, the fools, the tricked—and I see me, my many ways and times I too was tricked and fooled. I’ve been the fool too. So I forgive them. All of them. Not because they deserve it, but because we are all of sin and all been fools and to the grace of God and that God may forgive me and has forgiven me and many. Ephesians 4:32 says it: “Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.” Matthew 6:14-15 backs it up: forgive others, and God forgives you. It’s not about letting evil slide; it’s about breaking free from it. I love them all, even when they’re lost, because that’s what our best example has shown us and it is as Jesus does. That’s my fight, Truth & Love and to Jesus inside and out.

The Simple Fight That Feels Complex

At first, I thought loving and forgiving was weak, like I was giving up. But nah, it’s the hardest fight there is. It’s what wins. The world’s upside down, sure, but I don’t need to fix it all. I just need to be the light, like Matthew 5:13-16 talks about—salt and light, changing things one step at a time. Romans 12:2 says don’t conform to this world, but transform by renewing your mind. That’s what I’m doing. When the outside world’s screaming, I go in. I find my inner truth, my love and Holy Spirit of Jesus. And that’s where I win.

So yeah, the world’s a mess, and it might feel like Satan’s running the show. But I’m not fighting his army out there. I’m fighting in here, in my heart, with Jesus. And every time I choose love, every time I forgive, every time I hold to truth—I’m winning. You can too. Break free from the traps that hold you in the darkness of Satan with the true lights of God and his love with Jesus.

I love you all.