Love Letters to Jesus, To the Enemy & all 8+ Billion Fools

This is an introduction to my love letters

This is an introduction to my love letters and the scriptures that go with them. In my video I spoke about how many people talk to me, at me, and about me, but not with me. I said that those who are good, truthful, loving, and with Jesus will talk with me, and that many who are seeking “spiritual growth” are being guided instead by dark spirits, by the tricks of Satan, not by God or Jesus. That is why I wrote these letters — to Jesus, to Father God, to Holy Spirit, and to all 8-plus billion people — because everyone on this planet is under Satan’s tricks, yet Jesus has made a way for all: no lies, no hate, no bad behavior, only good, only Love. Love wins. God is Love.

I also spoke about how my own story is a testimony of God’s Love and faithfulness. The pain, the attacks, the years of darkness, and even the weapon used to try to kill me have become places where God planted truth. I would use that same hammer to build a house with God for the very people who tried to kill me, to help them choose life instead of death and sin. I shared that I now know God speaks through all things — through the Bible, through signs, through people and timing, through the Holy Spirit giving me feelings and dreams. What the world calls coincidence, I know as God’s voice. These letters, along with Romans 6, John 16, Romans 12, Matthew 7:24–27, and Philippians 2, all belong together to further express and define what I have said and talked about. For those that want Gods words as I know all should. If anyone wants help with the meaning of any part of this, I will always help in Love.


Love letter to Jesus & Father God & to Holy Spirit.

I know now that God speaks through all things. I hear Him in the Bible — His words that feel written directly into my life, even though they are meant for all. I see Him in signs, in moments, in people, in timing. I see Him in a smile, in the sun, in the rain. The more I look, the more I see. The more I listen, the more I hear. And now the Holy Spirit gives me feelings, direction, and I even receive dreams.

What the world calls coincidence, I know as God’s voice.

When I heard this message — that the story I have, the testimony of my life, is a testimony of God’s Love and God’s faithfulness — it hit me deeply. Because it is true. My story is not darkness; it is proof of the Light of Jesus. It is proof that no matter how deep the valley, God was always with me. And now He is making me into what He always intended: a beacon of light, not because of my strength, but because of His.

The testimony of my life — the pain, the attacks, the years of darkness, the attempts to destroy me — all became the soil where God planted the truth.
I was never abandoned. I was being shaped.

Now I understand why I lived.
Now I understand why I survived.
Now I understand why I hear Him so clearly.

God is drawing others to Him through my testimony. He is revealing His heart through my life, through my rebirth, through the Love He placed in me. Everything that was meant to break me has only become evidence of God’s faithfulness.

What I lived through was not pointless.
It was preparation.

And now I stand as who I am in Jesus — YahASon — carrying His presence, showing His faithfulness, and speaking truth, love, and forgiveness. God gives me the words. God gives me the timing. God makes the impossible possible.

And I am no longer afraid to speak, because God is with me.
I am no longer afraid to share my story, because my story is His testimony.
I am no longer afraid of anything, because I have already died and risen in Jesus.

I carry the presence of God.
I shine with His light.
I am a city on a hill — and a city on a hill cannot be hidden.

This is the Love letter to Jesus & My Father God and to Holy Spirit.

I share because I care. Love Wins & God is Love.

Amen. Amen.

John 16:23
In that day you will no longer ask me anything. Very truly I tell you, my Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.


The Love Letter.


You know if this is written to you.

I write to the ones who chose the winning path — the ones who stepped out of sin, out of death, and into Eternal Life through Truth, Love, and Jesus.

I write to all who live in Love, who do not lie, who do not harm, who will not do evil — not because of human strength, but because the Light of Jesus lives in them, and there is no darkness in His Light.

I write to the many who were once counted among the 8-billion-plus walking dead, but who rose.
For you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance; you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.
And every tongue will acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

I write to the ones who found themselves in Jesus — reborn by Truth, renewed by Love, transformed by the Holy Spirit.

I write to the ones who walk the small gate and the narrow road, offering themselves to God as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to Him.

To those who know that true strength is obedience to God.
To those who know the victory is through Jesus Christ’s Love.

Amen. Amen.


These letters are addressed to all yet these are the ones most relevant in these addresses/comments;

This list is Dark & Large and it is really to any that could do bad, any in fear, that lie, that hate and steal. To Satan the Prince of the Air; devils, demons, fallen angels, rulers of darkness, unclean spirits, dark spirits, lying spirits, deceiving spirits, seducing spirits, familiar spirits, spirits of divination; witches, warlocks, sorcerers, sorcerists, magicians, enchanters, charmers, necromancers, mediums, soothsayers, diviners, astrologers, star-readers, occultists, narco-spiritualists; Masons, Freemasons, cult leaders, cult followers, satanic practitioners, luciferians; the Serpent, the Tempter, the Accuser; false prophets, false teachers, wolves in sheep’s clothing, hypocrites, Pharisees; idolaters, pagans; workers of iniquity, workers of lawlessness, evildoers, corrupters, oppressors, violent men, destroyers; betrayers, liars, thieves, murderers, adulterers, fornicators, drunkards, slanderers, revilers; the wicked, the rebellious, the stiff-necked, the hard-hearted, the proud, the arrogant, the boastful, the covenant-breakers; the lovers of darkness, the lovers of lies, the lovers of the world, the lovers of self, the lovers of pleasure, the spiritually blind, the spiritually dead, the double-minded, the lukewarm, the unstable; the scoffers, the mockers, the blasphemers; and yes — those knowingly serving darkness, those unknowingly trapped in it, and the 8-billion-plus-or-minus fools walking in sin/Walking Dead, note that some have found their ways to eternal life and this is their winning choice.


Love Letter 1.


(NAME) — and the others,
(also you know you’re not allowed to delete my posts. Just reminding you.)

Many talk to me, at me, and about me, but almost none will speak with me. What I see in most of these “messages” now is a clear pattern: fear dressed up as guidance, paranoia disguised as prophecy, and the same dark spirits trying to drag people back into the loops that once trapped me. Those doors are shut. They cannot tap into me anymore.

I’ve lived through real danger — I survived attempted murder twice, I was even hit in the head with a hammer — yet I do not seek revenge, not even against the hammer-swinging fools. Instead, I try to use what harmed me to build a home with God for them. That is the difference between fear and Love, between Satan and Jesus.

I am cautious, not scared. I use discernment, not paranoia.
Jesus wants my story in the open because my life is a testimony of God’s perfection and the Glory of God. I will not bow to fear. I will walk in Truth, Love, and the Light of Jesus.

The true “magic” is Eternal Life in Jesus.
Amen. Amen.


Love Letter 2.

For the well-intended reader
Some Originally & Genuinely Seeking Light & love of Jesus; Yet Confused by Spiritual Imitations and Dark Sprits


(NAME) — and the others,
(also you know you’re not allowed to delete my posts. Just reminding you.)

I’ve reached out to many of you before, but most only talk at me or about me — rarely with me. I want to speak clearly, and in Love: many people today are trapped in a spiritual imitation of God. It looks like light but comes from Satan. It promises insight, activation, and quick answers, but nothing in it costs you anything because it is illusion — a mockery of God, not a connection to Him.

I know most hearts truly want Jesus. They want the real God. But when you’re hurting, the fast and easy deception feels comforting. I understand. I lived through darkness myself. I survived torture, betrayal, two attempts on my life, and even being hit in the head with a hammer — and instead of seeking revenge, I now try to use that same “hammer” to build others a home with God.

If I can forgive my attempted murderers, torturers, and betrayers, then anyone can come back from mistakes, confusion, or spiritual deception.
No one needs to stay in the counterfeit.

You can choose Truth.
You can choose Love.
You can choose Jesus.

The Light found me. It will find you too.
Amen. Amen.


Love Letter 3.


(NAME) — and the others,
(also you know you’re not allowed to delete my posts. Just reminding you.)

Most of you talk at me, talk about me, mock me, stalk me, or lie about me — but you will not speak with me. You should know something clearly: I survived everything you threw at me. Twice I was almost murdered. Once I was hit in the head with a hammer. And instead of using that to seek revenge, I am now trying to use that same “hammer” to build you a home with God.

I know many of you run with darkness — drugs, laundering, violence, snuff-level cruelty, and other crimes you think no one sees. But God sees everything. Nothing is hidden from Him. You can fool each other and even fool yourselves, but you cannot fool God.

Satan pays his wages — and sin is death.
God offers Eternal Life — Truth, Repentance, and Jesus.

I forgive every one of you who tortured me, betrayed me, lied about me, or tried to destroy me. I am not using what I know to harm you. I am using it to remind you that healing is possible, redemption is possible, and returning to God is possible — even for the worst of us.

Ask yourself this:
What else besides Love would make a man try to build a home with God for the very people who tried to kill him?

Love wins.
And God is Love.
Amen. Amen.


Philippians 2
Imitating Christ’s Humility
2 Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2 then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. 3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, 4 not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.

5 In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus:

6 Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage;
7 rather, he made himself nothing
by taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
8 And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
by becoming obedient to death—
even death on a cross!

9 Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11 and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

Do Everything Without Grumbling
12 Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, 13 for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose.

14 Do everything without grumbling or arguing, 15 so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky 16 as you hold firmly to the word of life. And then I will be able to boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor in vain. 17 But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. 18 So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.

Timothy and Epaphroditus
19 I hope in the Lord Jesus to send Timothy to you soon, that I also may be cheered when I receive news about you. 20 I have no one else like him, who will show genuine concern for your welfare. 21 For everyone looks out for their own interests, not those of Jesus Christ. 22 But you know that Timothy has proved himself, because as a son with his father he has served with me in the work of the gospel. 23 I hope, therefore, to send him as soon as I see how things go with me. 24 And I am confident in the Lord that I myself will come soon.

25 But I think it is necessary to send back to you Epaphroditus, my brother, co-worker and fellow soldier, who is also your messenger, whom you sent to take care of my needs. 26 For he longs for all of you and is distressed because you heard he was ill. 27 Indeed he was ill, and almost died. But God had mercy on him, and not on him only but also on me, to spare me sorrow upon sorrow. 28 Therefore I am all the more eager to send him, so that when you see him again you may be glad and I may have less anxiety. 29 So then, welcome him in the Lord with great joy, and honor people like him, 30 because he almost died for the work of Christ. He risked his life to make up for the help you yourselves could not give me.


Matthew 7:24-27
The Wise and Foolish Builders
24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. 26 But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. 27 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”


Romans 12
A Living Sacrifice

12 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Humble Service in the Body of Christ
3 For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you. 4 For just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, 5 so in Christ we, though many, form one body, and each member belongs to all the others. 6 We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. If your gift is prophesying, then prophesy in accordance with your faith; 7 if it is serving, then serve; if it is teaching, then teach; 8 if it is to encourage, then give encouragement; if it is giving, then give generously; if it is to lead, do it diligently; if it is to show mercy, do it cheerfully.

Love in Action
9 Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11 Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13 Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

17 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone. 18 If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19 Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. 20 On the contrary:

“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.”

21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.


John 16
16 “All this I have told you so that you will not fall away. 2 They will put you out of the synagogue; in fact, the time is coming when anyone who kills you will think they are offering a service to God. 3 They will do such things because they have not known the Father or me. 4 I have told you this, so that when their time comes you will remember that I warned you about them. I did not tell you this from the beginning because I was with you, 5 but now I am going to him who sent me. None of you asks me, ‘Where are you going?’ 6 Rather, you are filled with grief because I have said these things. 7 But very truly I tell you, it is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you. 8 When he comes, he will prove the world to be in the wrong about sin and righteousness and judgment: 9 about sin, because people do not believe in me; 10 about righteousness, because I am going to the Father, where you can see me no longer; 11 and about judgment, because the prince of this world now stands condemned.

12 “I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. 13 But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come. 14 He will glorify me because it is from me that he will receive what he will make known to you. 15 All that belongs to the Father is mine. That is why I said the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you.”

The Disciples’ Grief Will Turn to Joy
16 Jesus went on to say, “In a little while you will see me no more, and then after a little while you will see me.”

17 At this, some of his disciples said to one another, “What does he mean by saying, ‘In a little while you will see me no more, and then after a little while you will see me,’ and ‘Because I am going to the Father’?” 18 They kept asking, “What does he mean by ‘a little while’? We don’t understand what he is saying.”

19 Jesus saw that they wanted to ask him about this, so he said to them, “Are you asking one another what I meant when I said, ‘In a little while you will see me no more, and then after a little while you will see me’? 20 Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy. 21 A woman giving birth to a child has pain because her time has come; but when her baby is born she forgets the anguish because of her joy that a child is born into the world. 22 So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy. 23 In that day you will no longer ask me anything. Very truly I tell you, my Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. 24 Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete.

25 “Though I have been speaking figuratively, a time is coming when I will no longer use this kind of language but will tell you plainly about my Father. 26 In that day you will ask in my name. I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf. 27 No, the Father himself loves you because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. 28 I came from the Father and entered the world; now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father.”

29 Then Jesus’ disciples said, “Now you are speaking clearly and without figures of speech. 30 Now we can see that you know all things and that you do not even need to have anyone ask you questions. This makes us believe that you came from God.”

31 “Do you now believe?” Jesus replied. 32 “A time is coming and in fact has come when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me.

33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”


Romans 6
Dead to Sin, Alive in Christ
6 What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? 2 By no means! We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? 3 Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? 4 We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.

5 For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly also be united with him in a resurrection like his. 6 For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with,[a] that we should no longer be slaves to sin— 7 because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.

8 Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. 9 For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. 10 The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God.

11 In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. 12 Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. 13 Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness. 14 For sin shall no longer be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace.

Slaves to Righteousness
15 What then? Shall we sin because we are not under the law but under grace? By no means! 16 Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? 17 But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance. 18 You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.

19 I am using an example from everyday life because of your human limitations. Just as you used to offer yourselves as slaves to impurity and to ever-increasing wickedness, so now offer yourselves as slaves to righteousness leading to holiness. 20 When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. 21 What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death! 22 But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life. 23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in[b] Christ Jesus our Lord.