My Spiritual Journey

Post addition October 13 2025 3:09PM

I begin each day with prayer, speaking to God constantly. In moments of confusion and solitude, I find comfort in His presence. Initially, I saw spirits and faces filled with pain, but over time, they softened into kindness. I recognized unfamiliar places and discerned the plans of my adversaries. Whether these visions were imagined, destined, or yet to come, they were once cruel and frightening. Now, secure in the love of Jesus, I am free from fear and enveloped in His safety. My search for truth and love led me to the Bible, where I found an immediate connection with Jesus. He resides in my heart, and I am His. My love flows freely, filled with endless joy, and I strive daily to help others, including those who oppose me. My sins are many, yet I confess openly, knowing no one can hide from God, and all truths will be revealed.

Soon, I will create a video to share my journey, showing others—and even my enemies—that if God’s grace extends to me, it can also reach them.

The Seven Penitential Psalms

The Seven Penitential Psalms are powerful expressions of repentance and trust in God’s mercy:

  • Psalm 6: A prayer in distress, pleading for God not to rebuke in anger.

  • Psalm 32: Celebrates the joy of forgiven sins and includes a heartfelt confession.

  • Psalm 38: Acknowledges guilt and the pain caused by sin, seeking God’s mercy.

  • Psalm 51: King David’s profound repentance after his sin with Bathsheba, asking for a pure heart and renewed spirit.

  • Psalm 102: A lament of an afflicted sinner, finding hope in God’s eternal nature.

  • Psalm 130: A cry for mercy from the depths, trusting in God’s forgiveness and urging hope in Him.

  • Psalm 143: A plea for swift answers in distress, seeking guidance on the path of righteousness.

Key Themes in Psalms of Repentance

  • Confession: The psalmist openly admits guilt, transgressions, and iniquities before God.

  • Plea for Mercy and Forgiveness: A heartfelt cry for God’s compassion and cleansing from sin.

  • Desire for a Broken and Contrite Heart: Emphasizes God’s preference for genuine repentance over mere outward sacrifices.

  • Call for Restoration and Renewal: Seeks not only forgiveness but also the restoration of joy, a pure heart, and a steadfast spirit.

Prayer for My Enemies and the Deceived

Prayer for My Enemies and the Deceived

My ways are to fight the bad with good, to win over all with love.
Satan has no power over me now that I am of Jesus—for truth and love will always win.

I pay mind to my lessons learned, and I truly pray for all—especially for the fooled and the fallen, for they too need the loving grace of God. The way to grace is through truth and love, and I pray that they find the right path—one that leads to Jesus, joins them with the Father, and fills them with the Holy Spirit and His truth.

As Jesus said in Matthew 5:43–48:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’
But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,
that you may be children of your Father in heaven.
He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good,
and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.”

Prayer

I ask God, in the name of Jesus, the Father, God, and Holy Spirit,
to guide you to truth,
to help you to find love,
and to see your way to the right ways of things,
which are love and the way of Jesus.

And I truly hope,
and I truly pray,
for you to be healed
and for you to understand that the forgiveness is real.

Repent,
and come to truth, love, and Jesus.

This is a very real prayer.
Thank you, God.
Amen. Amen.

That’s my magic, and it’s true and it’s real.
And when you find out,
that’s you being healed.

I love you.

The Meaning of “Amen, Amen”

I will often tell people what I know as some do not hear as I do. The first time I read Amen Amen I know there was a reason. God is perfect in all his ways and there is a song in the wind and a book in a word.

When Jesus said “Amen, Amen,” He was not merely closing a prayer—He was revealing divine certainty.
In Hebrew, Amen means truly, so be it, or it is done.
When spoken twice, as Jesus often did—“Amen, Amen, I say to you”—it marked His words as eternal truth, spoken with the full authority of Heaven.

So when we say “Amen, Amen,” we echo the certainty of Christ Himself.
It is a seal and a witness—a declaration that what is prayed in love, truth, and in the name of Jesus
is already fulfilled in Heaven.

John 5:24-26
24 Amen, amen I say unto you, that he who heareth my word, and believeth him that sent me, hath life everlasting; and cometh not into judgment, but is passed from death to life.

John 6:53-71
53 Jesus said to them, “Amen, amen, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you do not have life within you. 54 Whoever eats[a] my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him on the last day. 55 For my flesh is true food, and my blood is true drink. 56 Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me and I in him. 57 Just as the living Father sent me and I have life because of the Father, so also the one who feeds on me will have life because of me. 58 This is the bread that came down from heaven. Unlike your ancestors who ate and still died, whoever eats this bread will live forever.” 59 These things he said while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum.

The Words of Eternal Life. 60 Then many of his disciples who were listening said, “This saying is hard; who can accept it?” 61 Since Jesus knew that his disciples were murmuring about this, he said to them, “Does this shock you? 62 What if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before? 63 It is the spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail. The words I have spoken to you are spirit and life. 64 But there are some of you who do not believe.” Jesus knew from the beginning the ones who would not believe and the one who would betray him. 65 And he said, “For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted him by my Father.”

66 As a result of this, many [of] his disciples returned to their former way of life and no longer accompanied him. 67 Jesus then said to the Twelve, “Do you also want to leave?” 68 Simon Peter answered him, “Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. 69 We have come to believe and are convinced that you are the Holy One of God.” 70 Jesus answered them, “Did I not choose you twelve? Yet is not one of you a devil?” 71 He was referring to Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot; it was he who would betray him, one of the Twelve.

25 Amen, amen I say unto you, that the hour cometh, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God, and they that hear shall live.

26 For as the Father hath life in himself, so he hath given the Son also to have life in himself: